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Crazy isn't it? i can't believe that until now she is still blahing about the stupid and lame quarrel that we had on the 24 of Oct! You should know that as friends we can't really avoid quarrels sometimes, and when things happened try to solve it, if really can't than just forget it and move on with life, because quarrels are part of our life and after all we are humans and we as humans are not that perfect, and there is more to life than blahing about some stupid quarrels again and again. is it just so hard to forget about that quarrel since we can't solve it? do you really want to break friendship with me for good just because of this? well am not begging you to stay friends with me, but if you really had decided than don't ever regret. well if you think that you are better than me than why don't you show it to me? all the act that you put up is really childish though you are not a bad girl, oh mind you i can't stop laughing when i read your latest post, is so cute=) you say that am lame i accept and there is nothing wrong when i laugh am not laughing at you for being angry, am not laughing for any reason, i just want to laugh so i laugh, am a very straight forword person FYI. Before i get to know Jesus i am like you very hard to forgive people with quarrel but after i know Jesus i learned the art of how to forget and forgive, is really very easy. Do you know that angry with me does not make you good, so stop being angry, yo must be happy thati's all i can say to you...... Saturday, October 25, 2008 You don't trying to do things funny to a 20 yes old girl like me unless you know me for real, i hate people who don't know me and trying to act like as if they know me like real. Don't try to make me like am no better than a 16 year old girl like you, and so you don't need to worry abut me, am fine the way i am, i know what is right and wrong! you like that to me not only one time, is a lot of times already and am really sick and tired, God knows what you are up to. You are not only hurting me but you are hurting other people too, especially those who didn't offend you in the first place, they does not have to me be treated the way how you treat me. You said that you don't mind who i am friends with and i thank you for that, but please that is good enough, you have your own friend and so do i, do i go around and tell you that he or she is not good to you? no right? that is i respect you and your friend, so you should gibe me and my friend the same respect also. You hear storeys from me bits by bits here and there, but don't make your conclusions about him so fast sometimes is not what you think and you have to be reasonable. After all i knows him for 4 years. Also don't act cool and whatever, just be yourself, you don't need to be cool to get accepted or what, we are not that kind of friends. Anyway yesterday saw Louis in my church with his sister i think, woot~! haha! first time see him. i get so excited and happy! HOPE TO SEE YOU IN CHURCH MORE OFTEN!=)))))))))))) Tuesday, October 14, 2008 Today had an rather 'busy' day, early in the morning went to Island Creamnery to meet the boss for an short interview, oh man the interview is super short not even 5mins! I prayed for God to help me before i call the boss yesterday and i prayed again before i sms him to tell him that i would want to meet him for the interview tml witch is today. than after the interview i went to mac to have my breakfast and than went home for lunch and at 1 plus went out with Syazana to Plaza Sing for a time of job hunt. Is really nice of her to come out with me so i treated her for dinner at KFC, well about the job hunt not really got jobs suit for us, at last not for Syazana because she want to work in sales not F & B, but for me is eather sales or F & B but not Mac and KFC, not even to go back to MOS burgers anymore as they are the suckest job in my eyes. Maybe am going to work at make a bear project i had leave my hand phone number and my name with the person in charge but hope that they will call me for interview or even to work soon. Wish me luck for getting the job that i like=) Part of me still miss you, and you are the missing part that is inside of me. Saturday, October 11, 2008 hallo people is time to update another post, after that sharing with Alvin and Pris on thursday night the following morning at 10 am i received am sms from sis V, how ironic God's timing are always right. Thursday, October 9, 2008 I just created this blog for my own sick, and some people that is really care me in this world, like pris and Alvin. And also to do my time alone with God from here form now on, i find it out that i have not been doing TAWG, and am starting to do it now. no one understands me but God, God is always around me, but is just that i neglected his presents, i always think that i can solve my problems on my own but things always end up in a blur or confusing, "Everything is passable though God" And abut the things with Edmund, i was thinking to forget abut it, i was thinking not to contact with him, ya i must focus on Jonathan instead of that Edmund xp, no lah just kidding, focus on God more! If i told my parents abut Edmund they will kill me i think haha! but God the father in heaven abave knows it all it must be very upsetting to him. So from now on i will read the bible more and do my TAWG everyday, and not going to think abut Edmund and not even say answering his calls and sms. I want to forget him totally. |
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