         Wednesday, March 24, 2010 I don't know if i should get back with Jonathan tan or not, i mean patch back, but he seems to want me back, what if we get back together? does it means anything now? he is so busy at work he don't even care if am alright or not, he thought that i was the one who had left him? HE IS SO WRONG! he is the one who had left me though it has been a few years since than i don't really remember for what reson. His off day is on Sat and am not free on Sat but the rest of the day am free, i asked him why he is not free on Sun? he told me that he got to work on Sun but normally is at most Sat working and Sun off? Than like that we really can't meet up with each other at all and he seems alright with that! WTF! am totally not alright! He don't even bother to think of a way that we both can free to meet up one! Like that still say want get back the feelings that we had last time, when we don't even have the time to meet? only meet more time than the feeling will get back but what he is thinking? hais! I really has nothing to say abut him, so disappointed with him and sad too~ Tuesday, March 23, 2010 Went to Jurong point take my phone from repair shop by myself and after that eat Mac alone, i seldom does that, is not like me going out alone and spend an afternoon by myself unless is doing some important things only=) Thursday, March 18, 2010 Stupid stupid, that is all so stupid of me, why do i ever listen to your craps and lies and patch back with you again? Justin Foo i hope you keep your word this time and never MSG me to beg me to patch back with you again. I can't possibly give in to you for every little things you ask me, am not a sint ok? you are not a bit understanding, i don't know how you carried a relationship with the other girl? ok am not pretty and i am not rich or whatever it is, am just nothing like her, all along you are lying to me. Thursday, March 11, 2010 Today i made a point to go to work for once and never skip LOL today the end of my end year one exam, 5 weeks of holiday=) got to work more ya i hope so and not be lazy about work again. Is so nice of him cooking dinner for me=) i like to see him cook, well is not that i can't cook is just that am not confident and scared that people will laugh at my food=p Forgot to take pictures of him cooking=( never mind never mind it's been a week since he had begged me to patch back with him, hope things are going well this time, oh ya 1st time see him getting drunk=) he look so cute when he drunk face red red=)) Absolute vodka mixed with sprite, he made it himself, but too me taste just like sprite, no much vodka taste, am proude of my drinking skill, not so easily gets drunk=) i was hungry in the middle of the night cos lunch eat KFC with friend before going his house and too full to eat dinner so didn't eat much dinner, his house no food to eat but am hungry so in the end i drink the drink that he mix to fill my tummy. Then we used my laptop till he can't take it keep on shake his head and sequiing his eyes cos that drink made him sleepy, so we slept earily than usual that night. |
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