Monday, August 30, 2010

Hey dear Hubby, am so sorry that i did not answer your call just now, you called me 11time! am sorry hope you not angry with, really did not expect you to call me just now, thought you will call me tomorrow morning and also i did not hear my phone ringing=(
Hubby i missed you so much, gonna cry any time soon like now="( when i hug you i don't want to let go of you, because i am scared that you will be gone forever the minute i let go of you.
Am sorry that i had suddenly said that i want break up with you today, i don't know what is wrong with me really, but please hubby i will never break up with you because i love you.
Am starting to call you my Hubby cos i now not only treat you as my boyfriend i treat you as my husband, you are the one that am gonna spend the rest of my life with, and i sure gonna have a cute baby with you know how much i loved kids and especially yours. The happiness that i had is to be able to spend every single time with you, only you can make me feel better.
Really Hubby i enjoyed every single time am out with you, being able to hug you and being hugged and being able to rest myself on your chest feel the warmness form you and the everlasting smell from you, am happy really over joyed.
A kiss that you give me now and than is the best present ever.
Thanks Hubby i love you.


Wednesday, August 25, 2010

You are a thing that i did not want to loose ya indeed that i am so scared to loose you just because you did not call me for 2 days, i know i should trust you more and than i will not feel scared and less worried.
True for what Pris said that my world should not always revolved around you, instead i should find some other things to full my time and my empty hearts when you are not with me and when you are not calling me.
Why do i have to angry with him when he finally called me? every time he called he will have a good and reasonable reasons for why he did not call me when he supposed to call me. Yet i still snapped at him over the phone.
i should try to understand him more, cos is not easy for him to manage to keep a relationship go on with his parents objects so much, well his parents thinks that he is not ready for a relationship at this age that is why, and they even force me to not have anything to do with him just cos he is not matured and a lot of things he don't know and he learns slow and still acts like a baby.
But what they did not know and see is that the efforts that his son put up with me and that he is not playing with me and my feelings that he really love me.
Hais! if only his parents know.....


Friday, August 20, 2010

Again, you had forgotten to call me=( sadness all over me now, but what can i do? not as if i can still call him, not as if he still got his hand phone.
It's too late to call him now and plus his parents will not allow me to call him so have to wait for tml and see how, see if tml he will remembered to call me and hopefully he will bah.
Today work is busy from 4plus onwards, a lot of people come to the 7/11 to buy things and really can't handle it and the ques is getting longer and longer with the customers keep on increasing.
before that i had actually massed up on a hand phone bill payment.
the girl from clementi ITE come to the store to pay 2 hand phone bills but is all my fault anyway, i did not hear correctly the amount of bill that she is going to pay and still thought that she short some amount of money for the 2ed bill payment.
So end up i have to do a refund and cost me a lot of trouble and kept the girl waiting for a long time, as i thought that i had already settled with her but 30mins later she come back with the money and asked to see the manager but she is not in, so she told me that i had give him extra change and so she returned me back the extra change and got back the correct one from me.
At last, everything is fine now.
Next time i will be more careful with what i do.


Monday, August 16, 2010

When you are not with me my world is not right, i know i should not be always you you you and you, but somehow i cant help it, i missed you and sorry that i had called your house looking for you, but that is because i missed you too much, Dar please don't be angry at me please don't i really love you a lot really.
Thanks Dar for calling me just now, really am so appreciate the minute i heard your voice i cried, sorry that i promised you not to cry but still i cried. But i will feel alright again when knowing that you will always love me no matter what.


Sunday, August 8, 2010

Happy 2 month together Dar, i really missed you a lot and also thanks for loving me faithfully, the joy and happiness for a life time. 我多么希望能够和你快点结婚 然后跟你生一个可爱的宝宝。目前为止这只是我 其中一个梦想,要等两年后才会实现=p
我希望我们的爱会一直延续下去, 永远爱不完。
我会一直祈祷 我们永远在一起, 没有任何事能阻止只我们。
我会祈祷我的家庭会和睦相处,我的父母会接受我的男朋友。
我祈祷我男朋友的父母会接受我, 我希望他们会接受新的想法。
我祈祷我男朋友的父母会给他应有的自由,希望他们不会对我再有任何的偏见。(尤其是他的爸爸,希望他会接受我吧,不是应为我是中国人不喜欢而拒绝我)
我也希望他的父母会最终尊重他们儿子的意见。





NAME♥Mary

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5 in the afternoon.
you rang
" sry babe, after this 3 hours, I thought, it's better for us to seperate our diff. lifes.. m sry."
It ended.
01312010,,
You end everything with "m sry".
Not only ending this relationship
you ended a me
my heartbeat
my world.
I'm holding back the tears..
I don't want myself to look so dumb, so lamentable..
& now, there's nth i could do to bring u back to me.


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